http://savingjanedoh.psychcentral.net My very own blog Sat, 27 Sep 2008 02:14:58 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en               I'm picking me apart again. I'm starting from the beginning. I'm remembering who I am and finding my bearings. I'm over this confusion. My confidence in who I am and what I stand for has NOTHING to do with the emotional state of ANYONE close to me. I love ... http://savingjanedoh.psychcentral.net/2008/09/26/breaking-the-habit-tonight/  I haven't talked to you in a while. I mean full, wholeheartedly. I pray for other people in the deep parts of my mind and hope that things will go well for them. Somehow that you will help them even if I feel you've left me in some ways.  I feel ... http://savingjanedoh.psychcentral.net/2008/05/09/dear-god/  I swear sometimes I just do things for no other reason than the mere fact that I can. Like I don't even know if anybody reads these, but why do I write? Because I can. And so far, no one has told me to shut up. N if they did I'd ... http://savingjanedoh.psychcentral.net/2008/02/28/dont-hate-me-because-i-am/  I saw you online. You look like a criminal. I mourn sometimes as if there was a death in the family. I see you've managed to lessen the years to nine. Must be off of good behavior or something. This time it's necessary for life since people pretty much hate ... http://savingjanedoh.psychcentral.net/2008/02/23/dear-dadmyself/  At this stage of adulthood I start to really feel left out in the cold hard world. No help. Is it like this for everyone I wonder? I really do because suddenly I feel like I am having to do everything completely on my own as if I've been orphaned. Not quite that ... http://savingjanedoh.psychcentral.net/2008/02/22/getting-grown/ Dear Dad,  I wish I could say that I've changed, but I don't know that I have...at all.  I've found someone I want to love and make happy and wake up next to for the rest of my life. And as soon as we're established enough, we're getting married. I'm going ... http://savingjanedoh.psychcentral.net/2008/02/15/what-my-eyes-cant-tell-you/  I picked 'Saving Jane Doh' because sometimes just writing things out has saved my sanity and possibly my life. For eg. if I were wanting to do something irrational or stupid, all I would have to do is write it out and I easily come to the realization of the insanity. Besides, ... http://savingjanedoh.psychcentral.net/2008/02/10/hello-world/